MY YOUNG NEIGHBOR RECENTLY LOST
A DEAR FRIEND AND BECAUSE IT WAS A VERY CLOSE
FRIENDSHIP AND HER FIRST CLOSE DEATH SHE HAS
BEEN STRUGGLING.
DEATH IS NEVER EASY BUT WHEN IT IS YOUR FIRST
CLOSE ENCOUNTER IT CAN ROCK YOUR WORLD.
NONE OF US REALLY KNOW WHY OR HOW LIFE
WORKS, WE CAN IMAGINE IT BUT IT IS OUT
OF OUR REALM OF COMPREHENSION TO TRULY UNDERSTAND.
YET WE ALSO HAVE OUR OWN BELIEFS TO HELP US
THROUGH THE GRIEF PROCESS.
SO I SHARED WITH HER SOME OF THE THINGS I BELIEVE TO BE TRUE:
I ALSO BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF PRAYER,
I HAVE SEEN PRAYER IN ACTION AND I REFUSE TO
BELIEVE THAT THIS IS A COINCIDENCE.
HOWEVER I ALSO THINK SO MANY PEOPLE SAY,
"I WILL PRAY FOR YOU" OR "I AM PRAYING FOR YOU"
THAT I SOMETIMES WONDER IF THEY ACTUALLY DO
OR HAS IT BECOME A SLANG IN OUR WORLD,
SOMETHING WE SAY TO COMFORT OTHERS.
THIS IS NOT TO SAY THAT I DON'T BELIEVE THIS IS SAID
WITH GOOD INTENTIONS NOR THAT SOME WHO SAY THIS
REALLY DO HAVE PRAYER LISTS AND PRAY FOR THOSE.
I WANT MY FELLOW PEOPLE TO KNOW THIS,
IF I SAY I AM PRAYING FOR YOU, OR HAVE PRAYED FOR YOU
I MEAN IT.
ONCE I SAY OR WRITE THESE WORDS DOWN I STOP WHATEVER
I AM DOING AT THAT MOMENT AND SAY A PRAYER RIGHT THEN.
IN THIS WAY I FEEL I AM NOT BEING UNTRUTHFUL OR JUST
SAYING THE WORDS TO EASE SOMEONE ELSE'S PAIN.
I TRULY DO BELIEVE PRAYERS WORK AND THAT JUST
BECAUSE WE DON'T GET THE RESULTS WE PRAY FOR,
DOES NOT MEAN THEY ARE NOT HEARD.
IN MY WORLD IT ONLY MEANS THAT SOMETIMES THE ANSWER IS "NO"
OR "NOT YET".
AS I HAVE SAID BEFORE, SOME THINGS JUST CANNOT BE
UNDERSTOOD IN THE WORLD WE LIVE IN.
I CAN ONLY SAY:
I BELIEVE
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